capek...

capek... capek banget...
lotza things to do, lotza feelings came by, lotza tears fallin'

gotta promise to myself,
that all the pain, the ache, the anger, the fear, the h8red,
get'em all left behind...

hari ini reni berangkat...
hari ini gw dapet, hari pertama!
what a perfect combo!

gw sedih, gimana ya? ke bandung ga ada dia lagi...
despite of all... she's so special to me.
always there, no matter what... no matter what...
...
jakarta mendung, dingin...
mata gw ga berenti ngegenang air...

capek... capek ditinggalin terus...
gw tau gw sebenarnya ga ditinggalin,tapi tetep gw ngerasa ditinggalin...

lemme feel this for a while, then i'll b alrite :(