bukan buat siapa-siapa, percaya deh!

what are u up to?
u'r acting so kind for a reason called don’t wanna lose what we have.
then i've said how could u, for so many times, for exactly no reason at all.
how could u for what?
for being so nice? for being not taking any advantage from me? for not being so rude so i would never hurt?

then i told myself...
how could i be so wrong all this time?
there u r, being nice as nice as u can be to many. being sweet as sweet as u can be to many. being lovely as lovely as u can be to many.
here i am, give'em all wrong meaning.
i thought the nice, sweet, lovely things went only for me. coz i was kinda hoping that i was something special, something that so essential to your life that u couldn't bare to breathe if i didn't exist.

u’r so kind, never wanting to use me in any ways... on the other hand, i wish u did, take all the advantages you can.
use my feeling to feel you, use my lips to kiss u, use my longing to call you for hours, use my endless energy to accompany you in your lonely nights, use my eyes to cry for you, use my heart to stay in love with you... use my being as your possession.

then-- u won't lose me forever...

but hey, like i said before, u r a really kind person who would never do such bad thing even been asked and begged.

your kindness, my sadness...

(based on lokananta-cikajang conversation and a li'l bit saturday nite atmosphere with ariegato, jumboz & kemi... aih, teman biasa & menua bersama really rock my satnite;) tq guys....)