the.tale.of.2.situations

this is a tale of 2 cities-situations/a mutual appreciation/
away from narrow pre-conception/
avoiding conflict hyper-tension/non-phobic word aerobic/
this was my domain/till someone stole my name//

the confession of lolita:

i cut my hair short, i wear my worn-outs, i smoke, i drink, i speed...
i tell jokes, people laugh so do i
i sing happy songs and dance like no one cares
then when i get back to my sanctuary, i let myself being the real me
let the tears fallin' down thru my face, i cry over you, nearly die over you
i just refuse to let people know that i miss the hell out of you!!!

...

the confession of rona:

yes, most of the time i do things on my own
yes, sometimes i take other men's offer to hang out with
yes, there are times i frown my face
yes, more than several times i hurt you
because...
i don't wanna let people see how much i really need you,
don't wanna let them know how i really wanna spend my life with you,
don't wanna let the whole world know the excessive happiness of being with you,
i choose to keep it to myself that i really do love you...

...

d.e.n.i.a.l.